Sunday, April 27, 2014

Being a male survivor of sexual abuse

Being a male survivor of sexual abuse

Thursday, January 9, 2014

A friend of mine on a male survivors group is taking the Missionary discussion and asked them for a message of recovery from the scriptures and they told him Jesus words in Matthew 11:29

 "  27 All athings are delivered unto me of my Father: and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither bknoweth any man the Father, save the Son, cand he to whomsoever the Son will drevealhim.
 28 aCome unto me, all ye that blabour and are heavy laden, and I will give you crest.
 29 Take my ayoke upon you, and blearn of me; for I am cmeek anddlowly in eheart: and ye shall find frest unto your souls.
 30 For my yoke is aeasy, and my burden is light.

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Male Survivor rated as one of the best online sites

I am a member on the site and it has helped me in so many ways. I was able to openly talk about my abuse and how it effects me to this day without being shutdown or ignored. Then being part of the site you also get the feeling you might be helping someone else that is in the same place you are. I do Love Male Survivor. here is a link to there website and even if your not sure of things go and read.

http://www.malesurvivor.org/ http://www.malesurvivor.org/

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Gracie Finds her Voice

I was a happy volunteer today helping (Gracie) Angela Williams of Voice Today inc. Read her book at a preschool holiday festival. The Children loved to sit and listen to Gracie and her her story. A good day was had by all.



Friday, November 29, 2013

Voice Today

After my brief vacation I found a group of people that I could relate to. Everyone there has felt the same pain I have felt the shame and fear. This group is Voice Today inc. and are a faith based group which comforted me. The founder Angela Williams is a strong and yet kind person who understands the need for groups such as hers Voice Today inc. I feel so much better now but still have problems and issues I am dealing with, but now I have a support group.

Here is the Web site and if you were one of the 1 in 4 girls or 1 in 6 boys and need help come by.

http://www.voicetoday.org/movement/healing/

Friday, November 22, 2013

Saturday, November 2, 2013

MSG Roy Benavidez speech 1991

http://www.youtube.com/v/_oUtJxE4sjs?autohide=1&version=3&attribution_tag=HioW8r49FHPiTtnjTWJvCQ&autohide=1&showinfo=1&feature=share&autoplay=1

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Found My Voice

Well as the group I now belong/go to say I have found my voice. I am no longer hiding my head in shame or guilt. I am a survivor of Childhood sexual abuse and worse. I am now committing myself to make the public aware of the problems adults face and the fact a child on their block or neighborhood is being abused right now. I will do my best to help people understand the pain and emotional hell survivor’s go through and the help and understanding they need. I am going to try and open a support group where I live because right now there is nothing. You have to travel quite a few miles to attend a support group and if the person looking for help is depressed or unable to travel they are stuck either in themselves or by distance. With the help of the Lord I might be able to help at least one person hopefully more.
Below is a link to the survivor group I belong to.


http://www.voicetoday.org/movement/healing/

Saturday, October 26, 2013

Norman Greenbaum - Spirit in the Sky (Remastered)

A Mustang was the best horse I ever rode!


Mustangs are like 4 wheel drive vehicles you can go anywhere on one. They are a strong and tough breed and yes they can be hard headed till you become partners with them but once that happens the world is yours to travel.

http://savingamericasmustangs.org/

Friday, October 25, 2013

Had a Set Back this week

My back and leg has been hurting me and my wife suggested I go see her Chiropractic. Well I did and I was feeling ok about the whole thing but then he had me lay on his table on my belly and started to adjust me and I started to panic I could hear him say "this might hurt a little" and I just started crying. In my mind I jumped of the table and floored him but that did not happen. When he was done I just grabbed my stuff and left. Now all this week I have been having nightmares and all the other feeling creeping back. It truly sucks!! I know I can get through this but I don't right now.